The main character in perhaps the most controversial Canadian news story of the summer has finally broken her silence.

In a special column by theToronto Star's Rosie DiManno, Lisa LaFlamme briefly explained her reaction to that dreadful day when her years-long contract withBell Media was unexpectedly not renewed.

She spoke to DiManno in London, England while appearing as aspecial news correspondent for CityNewsfollowing the death of Queen Elizabeth II.

.@LisaLaFlamme_joins us LIVE, sharing details on the long lines in London - stretching as far as 7 kilometres - as crowds visit Queen Elizabeth II’s coffin:pic.twitter.com/CrvyOBOa49

— Breakfast Television (@breakfasttv)September 15, 2022

"I’ve cried every day," is the direct quote LaFlamme offers DiManno when talking about the weeks since she was unexpectedly let go as the anchor of CTV News.

DiManno states how the 58-year-old went to the cottage for those two months to try and escape and did lots of tear-shedding.

DiManno accounts that during LaFlamme's stay in London, many members of the public and other journalists came up to her to express their sympathyand that because the subject is still so emotional, she had to stop the conversation from going any further.

"I have to cut off the conversation because I get so upset," she tells DiManno.

You don't need a step ladder to feel the deeply respectful silence of the crowd as the Queen's coffin passed by. An extraordinary moment. More later ⁦@CityNewsTO⁩pic.twitter.com/W1ZPBKbF2c

— Lisa LaFlamme (@LisaLaFlamme_)September 14, 2022

When news broke that the Queen died, Laflamme, who had been prepping for that day and even got media accreditation, was so upset she couldn't even tell such a meaningful (and sometimes personal) story to her viewers.

"I was despondent. Here's the biggest story of our lives and I didn't even have a job."

The DiManno column goes on to state that LaFlamme ended up leaving her cottage and travelling back to Toronto when she got a call from Rogers Media, asking her if she would help cover the death.

"They threw me a lifeline and I grabbed it. I felt human again," she tells DiManno.

Mourning Her Majesty ⁦@CityNewsTO⁩pic.twitter.com/5BVis2Q7x1

— Lisa LaFlamme (@LisaLaFlamme_)September 9, 2022

She ended upcovering this story over 10 days, and according to the column, helped viewership skyrocket for CityNews.

LaFlamme only talks about the aftermath of the controversy and does not speak about why or how it went down.

No mention of hergrey hair,Wendy'sorDove, allegedfights with upper managementor her replacementOmar Sachedinaare included in the column.

It ends with LaFlamme admitting she doesn't know what is coming next, but that she will always be a reporter, with or without CTV.

"I don't know how to recreate a life. But you can't take reporting out of somebody's blood. I'm just grateful to CityNews because I got to do the only thing I've ever done."

如果LaFlamm是未知的e will continue to work with Rogers or CityNews as coverage of the Queen's death or funeral winds down this week.

Saturday in Green Park, London ⁦@CityNewsTO⁩pic.twitter.com/TPqOIfiexB

— Lisa LaFlamme (@LisaLaFlamme_)September 10, 2022

One thing for sure is that although her exit is painful and completely wrong, she is still the beloved, respected and kick-ass journalist she's always been.

"When a big story breaks, that's all you can see. I honestly can't see beyond that right now."